A story or one’s person exploration…

I’ve been fascinated with CP all of my life (since the age of six at least) and although in the past I had letters published in Janus and Fessée, published stories on usenet and actively blogged about my favourite subject, actual hands-on experience has always been limited to what I could do to myself.  My primary orientation is towards a dom role i.e. M/F, but I have also always wanted to understand what it would feel like so there has also been a small percentage of being fascinated with being on the other side of it.  Also, there has been a memory I have had in my head from an incident at school when I was about fourteen years-old and when I briefly thought I was in serious danger of being caned by my headmaster.  For over forty years I haven’t been able to get that memory out of my head, wondering what it would have been like and how I would have coped.  Visiting Miss Kami has finally exorcised that particular demon – not that I felt any particular guilt about what I did or that I didn’t get punished then, but more that I needed a sort of closure on the incident.  I presented Miss Kami with a tremendous challenge.  I wanted a high degree of authenticity which meant that after she had given me a stern telling off I would be bent over and caned over the seat of my trousers – I felt it was acceptable within the realm of authenticity to exceed the six strokes which would have been the normal maximum in my school but not by a ridiculous number and most of all I stressed that I didn’t want to be left after the process thinking that it hadn’t really been a big deal after all.  Miss Kami listened very carefully and applied her intelligence and experience in creating an amazing experience that absolutely fulfilled everything I could hope for.  It was a huge ask – I knew that if it was disappointing, I could never have that ‘first’ experience ever again – but disappointing it certainly wasn’t.  I was left with a very sore bottom and marks that lasted over two weeks.  For the first time in my life I had the experience of wincing when I sat on a hard seat for a few days afterwards. It was exactly what I had hoped it might be and although I was prepared to be a bit disappointed about some aspect, I certainly wasn’t.  Kami managed to combine being caring, considerate, and attentive with an absolutely ruthless, much deserved and long overdue thrashing.  Would I go back again?  Already have and planning the next time…

 

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